Happy New Year!!

4 Hours to go before the year ends.. so many thing happened in such a very short while and tomorrow another year will start. i hope that everyone i know will have a wonderful year ahead. ill talk more about what happened during the christmas break later because I'm using Hill's PC and we're about to leave the house so Happy New Year! Let's Party!!! :D

The sky is blue and all the leaves are green..

hehe.. hope this feeling will not change.. christmas is coming and I'm happy and contented with what's happening in my life right now.. :D but still this christmas will be kinda blue knowing that my cat is not home yet.. but I'll stay by the door and wait for for her return.. even if it takes me a lifetime. :D merry christmas miming! i will always love you! :P take care!

Ultraelectromagneticjam

At long last! I got hold of teh Album!


Ultraelectromagneticjam: The Music of The Eraserheads is a tribute album to one of the best Filipino band, The Eraserheads. Various artists congregate to make a compilation of their own rendition of E-heads' songs.

Let’s rundown the tracks:

1. 6 Cycle Mind - Alapaap - Ok lang.. mas ok sya kesa dun sa live performance nila na napanood ko sa GMA7

2. Paolo Santos - Magasin - I wish Bamboo’s doing this one instead tapos si Paolo Santos na lang yung nag-gitara hehehe...

3. Imago - Spoliarium - Hands down to the vocals and the instruments. Love it. Astig! Bagay na bagay yung boses nya!! astig!!

4. Barbie Almalbis - Overdrive - Barbie and Overdrive might not mix so well but still it's Barbie! ayus naman sya e kaya lang mas ok kung yung band nya dati ang tumugtog nito. :D

5. Southborder - With A Smile - Another mellow one. pero... Southborder at E-heads ay di bagay

6. Sugarfree - Tikman - Burger Machine tayo!! ganda ng kanta!!!

7. Kitchie Nadal - Ligaya - Para syang McDonald's commercial.. medyo binago nya kasi yung boses nya e... sana di na nya nilagyan ng effects yung boses nya.. pero ok sya!

8. Isha - Torpedo - I don't know her... but ok naman

9. FrancisM - Superproxy 2k6 - Tangina! Si Francis M. yan e! astig!! mas ok sya dun sa original! hehehe... ayus to! ayus!

10. Orange and Lemons - Wag Kang Matakot - As usual.. they still capture my heart with their nice tune.. wag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa.. lalalala.. Great!

11. Sponge Cola - Pare Ko - ok lang naman.. parang ganun parin.. ok yung drums. :D

12. MYMP - Wag Mo Nang Itanong Sa Akin - mellow.. ganda ng Piano intro.. ganda.. soothing..

13. Cueshe - Hard To Believe - What the hell where they thinking putting this so-called poser band in this compilation. Nyeta. I find this hard to believe...

14. Radioactive Sago Project - Alkohol - ohh yeah.. nice trumpets! astig talaga ang Radioactive Sago Project!! bagay na bagay!!! ahh... alkohol alkohol utak mo'y buhol buhol... lolololz.. ganda...

15. Brownman Revival - Maling Akala - This one’s a great cover but it’s been over the airwaves too much I’m starting to get sick of it.

16. Rico J. Puno - Ang Huling El Bimbo - Rico J. Puno + E-heads = Ownage!! bagay yung kanta sa kanya.. hehe pangmatanda.. ganda parin ng boses nya kahit matanda na sya :P

17. Various Artists - Para sa Masa - various nga noh! dami nilang kumanta.. ang gandang kanta para sa ending track

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To sum it all up, it was a nice album.. nice songs.. nice choice of artists.. it's really a "must buy" album. don't buy pirated CD's and DVD's.. you won't be wasting your peso with this album. :D

You Dont Love Me Anymore..

We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flame's died down

I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist

Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light of my life
Oh darling, I'm beggin', won't you put down that knife?

You know, I even think it's kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down the elevator shaft

Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometime I get to thinking you don't love me any more

You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill
Now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will
You set my house on fire
You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers

Oh, you think I'm ugly and you say I'm cheap
You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep
You drilled a hole in my head
Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead

Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all
You never acted this way before
Honey, something tells me you don't love me any more, oh no no
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore



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sigh...

Cats..

Pirate Cat! Arrrrr!!!! ehehe

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I really can't get away with this loneliness and emptiness... sigh... I am Sorry... Please forgive me... I really love you...


Sorry na...

Tulog na...

tulog na mahal ko
hayaan na muna natin ang mundong ito
lika na, tulog na tayo.
tulog na mahal ko
wag kang lumuha, malambot ang iyong kama
saka na mamroblema

tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na…

tulog na mahal ko
nandito lang akong bahala sa iyo
sige na, tulog na muna
tulog na mahal ko
at baka bukas ngingiti ka sa wakas
at sabay natin haharapin ang mundo

tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na…

hanggang makatulog ka

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i wish i could tell those words to her again... tulog na mahal ko... sigh.. I've always wanted to tell her that again and again... again and again.. till she falls asleep.. well, she's a fast sleeper.. I really miss brushing her hair while she sleeps.. I really miss watching her sleep.. I really miss every single day with her... it feels like there's a very big cavity in my chest.. sigh.. i really miss her... i really miss Cherrie...

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"One chance.. one chance is all i need.." -Chicken Little

After Chaos comes Peace

The lions sing and the hills take flight.
The moon by day, and the sun by night.
Blind woman, deaf man, jackdaw fool.
Let the Lord of Chaos rule.

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sigh... i never knew this chant would have a great impact in my life... how i wish that it was all just a very bad dream.. sigh...

As If the World Were Fog

You know, being trapped inside your house is really a great oppurtinity for some realization, that most of the time we neglect due to the distractions we experience when we are outside. being sooo trapped for like 5 days helped me make some discoveries about myself..and reflect on my past and recent mistakes.. during those 5 long days i realized that i really was a very weak person, not being able to hold myself when faced with a very diffcult problem.. i have realized that no matter how strong we are or how determined we are, there will always come a time when our strength will be put to test. with that realization i can only say that we, the faithful servants of Emotion, can only hope and pray that when that time comes we are prepared. but we are facing life as if the world were fog.. so there's is nothing we can do but prepare.. prepare for the worst.

Full Metal Panic: The Second Raid Review

When Full Metal Panic! finished its run in 2002, it left several questions unanswered. Like, what happens to Chidori now? or what happens to Sousuke and Chidori afterwards? or why is Gau always laughing? It's sequel, Full Metal Panic? Fumoffu was really not that connected with the ending of FMP!. It was merely an inspired stab at comedy based around some unused chapters of the manga adaptation. So in the end, the main story did not progress as the viewers expected.

Enter Full Metal Panic: The Second Raid



Based on the manga Full Metal Panic Sigma (which in turn was based on the novel The End of Day by Day),The Second Raid, as the fans hoped for, is the direct sequel of the origininal series. A lot of improvements can be seen in this sequel. The series focuses more on Kaname Chidori's Love Life, Sagara Sousuke's "becoming a real man", and the real secret behind the "Whispered". The series also reveals more about Amalgam and introduces two new villans: the twin sisters (originally brothers in the novel) Xia Yu Fan and Xia Yu Lan, and a very intrguing character which I know that bish lovers will love; Tessa Testarossa's brother. The action sequences remain smart and strategic, even when Sousuke is just blowing up things in his Arbalest and being very paranoid about "Wraith" who is supposed to be a Mithril member assigned to watch over Kaname. Of course Chidori still whacks Sousuke with her paper fan, but now it's funnier because it isn't happening every minute.



The action sequences stand out as being done particularly well, but it is solid top to bottom. There's nothing groundbreaking, but it doesn't suffer from the inconsistent character designs and lazy CG animation that a lot of current anime do. Overall, there is little to fault in The Second Raid. The only complaint would be that Chidori fans will be disappointed in her role in the first few episodes of the show, though her importance to the story will certainly grow as more about "Whispered" is revealed. There are even a few surprises thrown into the mix, which keeps the story fresh as it progresses. Fans of the original Full Metal Panic! have no excuse to not check this series out, as it promises to be a worthy successor.



All in all, I give it a very deserving score of 10/10

We are rarely proud when we are alone

a beautiful quote by Mr. Voltaire in his book entitled Philosophical Dictionary...

I am all alone in this four cornered room with no one to talk to but the silent monitor.. the rainy weather outside just adds to the loneliness.. you can hear the voices of people outside, chatting, having fun, enjoying.. while I am all alone, brooding inside this loneliness festered room.. I wouldn't mind if someone would suddenly warp here.. I wouldn't mind at all..


The earth is a beehive, we all enter by the same door but live in different cells


I wouldn't mind at all...

Boredom 101

argh!! I'm so bored.. well not that this would do any good to my boredom.. i just wanna tell everyone that I am bored.. hehe magulo.. bored, bothered, happy, depressed, worried, impressed.. ano pa..basta lahat nagsamasama... hay ... hehehe oh well tingin ko walang mangyayari kung mananatili lang akong bored.. hehehe have to do something... aha! :D see you in 2 weeks!

Thus Signals the end of the Sem

YEH! it really was the best semender ever!, and like our sexy leader Andrew, I dont know where to start..

let us begin at around 5AM in the morning... most of us are still asleep at that time so let us skip

at around 10AM I arrived at Whitehouse apartments where we are supposed to cook and prepare for the semender. when i entered i saw celsus topcoding and angel along with cherrie sleeping on the couch... we are supposed to start working at 8AM. it was already 10AM and Andrew is still sleeping.. lolz! anyway, when he arrived we cooked rice and waited for the others to come and join us. we hired a jeepney, and went to the resort at around 1PM. :D this is what the resort looked like

Teh Semender Pics

When we entered the resort we were like "Oh my God! It's so cool!" the place is nothing compared to our previous semenders.

Sobrang masaya lahat ng tao except maybe dun sa mga tao na nagdecide na ipagpalit kami dun sa Komikon which i heard was sooo boring. buti nga sa inyo! :P sobrang nageenjoy lahat! ang gulo! ang saya! syempre di mawawala yung mga hirit at mga pangaasar. hehehe... wala ako masabi. :D nakangiti ako habang sinusulat ko ito. naaalala ko yung semender. sana maulit to. basta! words can describe the happiness and enjoyment that we felt.. it may be because the resort is spacious, or the ambiance is great, or the cool rooms, or the nice pool.. but i think above all that we are happy because we are spending this one special day with the people we love, with the group that everyone treasured and the thought that whatever happens, Skewed Studios will always be the Best Group Ever! I love you Guys!

and as quoted in Andrew's Blog, here are some of the most memorable semender quotes

"..hangover... gulo gulo upuan... walang tao .... banas ....walang tao... gulo gulo upuan... hangover... lang tao... banas.. hangover .... banas ...gulo gulo upuan ...lang tao..."
- Me, Gelo, Celsus, Brian, Louis ala Strangebrew

"Ang masasabi ko lang talaga.. SO MUCHED HAS CHANGED IN 3 YEARS!!! Kung dati puro anime anime lang pinaguusapan natin, ngayon... an-lalakas na ng mga hirit!!"
- Ken

"Dildo Baggins and the One cock-Ring of POWER!!!"
- err... sino nga ba?

"Ano? Ayos ba? AYOS BA!? AYOS!!!!" *high five*
- ako, tinatanong lahat ng tao at nagsusurvey

"'di pa ko laseng.."
- lasing na lasing at namumulang Butch.

"..wag kasing manliligaw gamit ang anime!! Tangina, ano yan!? I wanna be you kenshin!?"
- lasing na Ken

"I'm like a shooting star, I've come so far! ...Snipershot!!!"
- me, snipe-squirting with the Pepsi 1.5 easy grip bottle

"...Drew, penge naman ng juice" *gives me upside-down plastic cup*
- lasing at namumulang Butch

"..akala niyo kayo lang (@Kyan and Karina)!!? ..Oh! kami na ni Mara!! Wala nang papatos dito!!" - Ken, nagpapa-cradle kay Mara

"Si Fernan ooo... Nilalasing si Mara, LUMANG STYLE NA YAN!!"
- Ken

"Kaya ko paaa.. Kaya ko paa..."
- Butch

"AYAN NA SI LOUIS AYAN NA SI LOUIS!!!! Andyan na yung CLOWN!!!"
*everyone splashes Louis*

"Tahan na, tahan na, anjan na yung clown~~!!"
- Gelo, at Neil

"LOUIS!!! TRIIICKS! TRIIICKS!!!"
- at Louis, official party clown

"WTF anu yung spooning?!" - Gelo (lol, hindi talaga alam)
"Wag ka na! Bata ka pa!" - Ken
*Gelo squirts sprite bottle at Ken*

"Di ko kasalanan kung may mabubuo dito ah!"
- Ken

"LETS FEET TOGETHEEERR!!!"
- mga taong jacuzzi na walang magawa

"Si Fernan nanglalasing ng babae, pero mauuna pa sya malasing kesa sa babae."
- Ken

"MANG HOSEEE!! MANG HOOOSEEEEEE!!!"
- Gelo, wasted.

"Look at those ABS!!"
- Brian, @Therese

"Best semendah evah!!!"
- Therese, with the accent

"MANG TEBAN!!!! MANG TEBAAANN!!!! ang superhero na ....marunong .... mag-PHOTOSHOP!!!!!"
- (@Neil Amiel Cervantes; Photoshop god sung in the tune of "Mang Jose")

"Kung alam ko lang na ganyan ang hatak sa chics ng ORIGAMI!!... gusto ko ng ART PAPER!!"
- Ken, @Clemen

"ART PAPER!!! ART PAPER!!!!! ART PAAAAPEEER!!!!"
- (@Clemen's origami tutorials, sung in the tune of "Ordertaker")

"Uy biro lang ah, Clemen. Ikaw pa rin ang Necrolyte ng buhay ko."
- Gelo, @Clemen

"Walang nangyari! Bokalist ng Rivermaya! Rico Blanco BADING!!!"
- Drew, Ken, Gelo, Therese - sooo wasted, with Halina sa Parokya in the background.

".................... *ngiti*"
- Dianne (grabe, kahit lasing tahimik pa rin!)




Teh Terrorista Is Back

Topcoding from the Top

Our good friend Celsu Kintanar is solving a component design problem as of this moment. the competition started yesterday 9am US time and the competitors are expected to be done by Friday noon. Let us hope Celsus can outsmart the 7 other competitors from all around the globe. but we know Celsus can do it? right? right! go celsus! topcode from the top and stay there! :D

Days

My day started early. I woke up at 7 in the morning too lazy to wake up, too lazy to start the things i should be doing like studying for an exam at 10am. Lazily I got up and ate my breakfast which tasted like sand (maybe my tongue is still asleep). woke my brains with a teaspoon of coffee, a pinch of sugar, some hot water, and a bit of news. after having my daily dose of caffeine i started to pick my notes and try to sort out the topic that i have to focus cause i havent got enough time to study them all. undecided on what to pick i threw my notes in my bed and randomly picked a handout. feeling so stupid and irresponsible while reading that damn handout i stared to think back on the days when i was very very enthusiatic to study. i was the most diligent in our class when i was in elementary. i would even skip class on a holiday! but now I'm making my own holiday. after some time i snapped out of my daydreaming and continued to study. i realized that the handout that i picked was quite long and knowing my instructor (which happens to be my batchmate) she would only pick one topic which is quite long and have lots of questions in it and give it as the final exam.. i tried to absorb every little detail of that topic while half praying to The Dude up there that my instructor will give this topic as our exam otherwise I will sure to fail and be depressed for the rest of the sembreak. after like 2 and a half hours of studying i checked the time... 8:30 am... i have studied every little detail of that topic in just 30 minutes! not knowing what to do next, i tried to review it and re-review it hoping it would waste the time until 9:15 which is my proposed time to start fixing my self. after rereviewing i check the time again and i was amazed when i saw the time.. 8:40 am.. not knowing what to do next (again!) i turned on the television and watched an early morning cartoon ( i think it's Hamtaro) the story was quite interesting because the main character was ranting about him always doing the thinking while his companions just stand and wait for him to come up with a great idea. while he was ranting about that he came up with an idea on how they would cross the creek. anyway, that cartoon took up most of my time. after watching i started fixing my self. while i was taking a bath, i realized that i havent bought a graphing paper which we might be needing in our final exam... i hurriedly finished taking a bath and stuff because it was already 9:55 am.. 5 minutes to buy graphing paper, review and go there. as if i would do it in 5 mins! of course I came in 15 minutes late because of the damn graphing paper only to find out that we wont be needing any paper... just our pen, calculator, and ruler. gardemmet!! anyway, my frustration quickly faded when i saw the Final Exam.. I smiled and started to finish it. After 2 hours we exchanged test papers and checked it. after checking our instructor told us not to tell anyone their grade and wait patiently for 15 mins. that was my longest 15 minutes this semester. after 15 mins we got our paper and frowned when i got my paper.. i got 001.. i started walking out of the room feeling so numb and stupid. i smiled the whole examination only to get a score of 001... i took a jeepney ride towards whitehouse and checked my exam again to find where i made a mistake... and for the second time today i smiled. i didnt get a 001, it was a flat 1.00 all this time :D

Teh Quiz

Your Blog Should Be Blue

Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere. You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant. From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Cool!!! I like blue! :D

Topcoder Open 2005 Finals

wehehe our good friend Celsus Kintanar will once again compete in the 2005 Topcoder Open Competition hosted by SUN Microsystems :D he's one of the 8 chosen topcoders from around the world to code and compete. Good Luck Celsus! You can do it! make Philippines proud!

New Layout

I got this new layout from blogskins.com, looks more peaceful and organized. :D

How to make a Louis

How to make a Louis

Ingredients: 3 parts intelligence 3 parts arrogance 5 parts instinct

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Stress...

I'm so tired!!! I've been here and there the whole day. I haven't eaten anything and still there's a lot of things to be done... it feels like the fate of the tournament rests upon my shoulders. i love my teammates and our org but sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who is working. they always pass their job on me not thinking that i may be doing something more important... damn even Cherrie's getting pissed off... but anyway, it's too late for this. i should have rejected it when I had the chance.. just ranting..

So Special

There is this one special day
That sent my mind in disarray
The girl i thought
That was already lost
Came to me when i need love most
All the sadness and the pain subside
Replaced by love and happiness inside
Oh, you can't really tell
When things will turn the way
You want 'em to be

Oh, i'll never be lonely again
Just as long as you stand by me now
And everyday
I'll spend my time
Finding out why yer so special

I still can recall the past
When we thought our love would last
Then a day came to my dismay
Misunderstanding got in our way
It took me a year to think it over
If there was hope for me to recover
Oh, i struggled so hard and really tried
To keep our love alive

Oh, i'll never be lonely again
Just as long as you stand by me now
And everyday
I'll spend my time
Finding out why yer so special

Yer so special
Yer so special
Yer so special
Oh, yer so special..




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Why can't you see that you're so special to me? Don't mind other people, just remember that whatever happens, whoever comes in our way, you will always be my special someone. and that will never change

Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children

Woohoo! That was the best sequel I've seen from Square. based on their previous sequels this movies has the most content in terms of plot development. they surely answered all my questions when i first played the game. when i finished the game, i was kinda disappointed because there are many unfinished plots leaving them floating in limbo. but this film tied all the knots and once and for all concluded the story that they left hanging 8 years ago. this is a highly recommended film espescially for those who have played the game. for those who haven't played the game, it's never too late. :D basta! cool! though medyo exaggerated yung design nung mga clone. nagmukha tuloy silang mga bading. hehe pero astig yung mga fight scenes. sobrang palupit ng palupit yung mga fight scenes habang tumatagal. hehehe basta watch it. it would surely make your day. :D

"Ka-san!!!! -Kadaj" <--- wtf!

Futuristic Doctor Quack Quack

check this out! :D I'm stuck at level 8 :D ang hirap! nakakalito. basta think doctor quack quack hehehe

http://www.planarity.net

Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children

Yey!! we are going to watch Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children in a few minutes :D:D:D:D later!!

Personality Defect Test Results

Hippie You are 28% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 0% Arrogant.

You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, and humility, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and love to all! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie, who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you too love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. And you listen to psychadelic rock and smoke a whole lot of pot. Okay, maybe not, but I wouldn't be surprised if you did. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Sociopath. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Televangelist, and the Robot. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 11% on Rationality You scored higher than 73% on Extroversion You scored higher than 27% on Brutality You scored higher than 0% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid

i never knew that i was a hippie. hehehe

A song for Cherrie

Jus LIke a Splendid Love Song by Orange and Lemons

Spending my days with you
Is like living in a world of fancy
With all the beautiful people i know
Makin' love in a world
Of vivid colors
How often have i been there
Well it doesn't really matter
As long as we're together..

You and me together we will journey
To seek and see the colors
Of our fantasies
Come to life with the stroke of your soothing hands
All the questions of life
I will come to understand

Seasons come
And seasons go
Star will shine
And lose their glow..
But every time i try to look back
I know..

That spending my days with you
Is like living in a world of fancy
With all the beautiful people i know
Makin' love in a world
Of vivid colors
How often have i been there
Well it doesn't really matter
As long as we're together..

You and me in love with each other
There will be no problems that will bother
Just the two of us painting a world of our own
Everything is perfect
Just like a splendid love song

Seasons come
And seasons go
Star will shine
And lose their glow..
But every time i try to look back
I know..

That spending my days with you
Is like living in a world of fancy
With all the beautiful people i know
Makin' love in a world
Of vivid colors
How often have i been there
Well it doesn't really matter
As long as we're together..

Friendster

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=12161348

sa tinagal ko sa friendster eto na yta ang taong merong pinakamatinong picture sa lahat. cute no? may asawa na yan. :D pinagbotohan namin ni Paransis kung ok sya. ok sya. hehehe di namin yan kilala nakita lang namin sa friendster to. LOLZ! anyway, cute sya walang pakealaman. XP

Tekken 5: Dark Resurrection

Last month, Namco released yet another expansion to the Tekken series. 2 months ago they released and expansion of Tekken 5 and named it Tekken 5.1. It includes bug fixes and some character tweaks. i think Namco is doing everything to make Tekken 5 perfect because for me Tekken 5 is one of the most balanced in its series. with the arrival of Tekken 5:DR we can expect more stages and 2 new characters along with tons of new costumes and color palettes. i hope they fix some of the imbalanaces in tekken5.1.

Lili, as shown in the teaser movie is a pop star turned fighter. we still dont know why she joined the King of the Iron Fist tournament but i think she has something to do with Gaymaster Dragunov. Based on what i saw, her style is like a combination of Hakke Ken, Hike Ken which is Xiaoyu's style of fighting and Combat Aikido and Bone Martial Arts which is Anna and Nina's fighting style respectively. Plus she looks like Anastasia. hehe. i kinda like her style because of her incredible speed + power moves. i will not be surprized if she will be one of the top tier characters

Gaymaster Dragunov looks like Ryo in the film Fighter in the Wind minus the bish hair. looks like a gay, acts like a gay. i think he hates Lili. i dunno. anyway his fighting style is like Brian's and Bruce's plus Crouchdash. how gay can he get. but still i think he will be the next Brian in terms of wall abuse. damn.. i hate him. hehe

well that was my unbiased review of the newest upgrade of tekken5. we hope that it will be released in console in the near future.

Wala namang ma-order!!

I am so hungry. You wouldn't like me when I'm hungry

Bangangsu

Can't think straight right now. I'll wait for something to happen

Soundtripping

Pabango ng 'yong mata by Orange and Lemons

'Wag ka na manangis, irog
Sayang lamang ang luha mo
May paggagamitan ka nyan
Ako'y malapit nang mamatay
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata

Luha, kusa na lang dumadaloy
Sa mga pagkakataon
Nagpapaalalang tayo'y tao lamang

Pagsisisi, lagi na lang sa huli
Sa mga pagkakataong
Nakalimot 'pagkat tayo'y tao lamang


'Wag ka na manangis, irog
Sayang lamang ang luha mo
May paggagamitan ka nyan
Ako'y malapit nang mamatay
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata

Pilitin mang tumindig
Upang ika'y mahagkan man lang ng mahigpit
Kusang napapahandusay sa aking
Malupit na papag
Nabibilang ko ang sikat ng araw
Parang ka'y bilis na ng ikot ng mundo
Marahil ito na ang huling awit at hapdi
Na iparadama ko sa 'yo

'Wag ka na manangis, irog
Sayang lamang ang luha mo
May paggagamitan ka nyan
Ako'y malapit nang mamatay
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata..


a very nice song. very sweet yet lonely. i'm starting to like this band. they're very sentimental yet sweet at the same time. i cant believe im saying words such a ssweet. :D i feel so alive today... i dont know why :D

Something I picked up from Cel

three names i go by:
1. Louis
2. Mac-Mac
3. SDBoka

three screen names you have had:
1. mlv_cloud
2. Cloud
3. inchaosthereispeace

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. agility
2. dexterity
3. flexibility


three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. low stamina
2. weak
3. low constitution

three parts of your heritage:
1. ilocano
2. spanish
3. chinese

three things that scare you:
1. Living alone
2. Being ignored
3. Rejection

three of your everyday essentials:
1. my calculator and bag
2. reading material
3. food

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Asian Kung-Fu Generation
2. Beck / Mongolian Chop Squad
3. L'arc~en~Ciel

three of your favorite songs:
1. Face (Beck)
2. Kimi no Machi Made (Asian Kung-Fu Generation)
3. Driver's High (L'arc~en~Ciel)

three things you want in a relationship:
1. Same Likes and Dislikes
2. Love.
3. Understanding.

three lies and truths in no particular order:
1. I'm gay.
2. Andrew is gay.
3. I have been kissed by a guy before.
4. Brian kissed me.
5. I have cheated on an exam.
6. I suck in maintaining a relationship.

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. Eyes.
2. Lips.
3. Hands.


three of your favorite hobbies:
1. DoTA.
2. Playing with my Guitar
3. Reading.

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Pass my subjects
2. Be a blackbelter in Taekwondo
3. Be a man, a real man

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. Engineer
2. Game Critic/ Beta tester
3. Businessman

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Japan - I've always wanted to go there
2. Korea - I will definitely look for Song Hye Kyo
3. Netherlands (or any Dark Age type country) - cool scenery

three kid's names you like:
1. Lews Therin Telamon
2. Mint
3. Elan Morin Tedronai

three things you want to do before you die:
1. Go to Neptune
2. Write a fantasy Novel
3. Tell Cherrie how much I love her

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I do things because i want to
2. I'm not very particular about bathing.
3. I hate girl things

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. Cockroaches and Rats scare me.
2. Books/movies make me cry. Epescially romance novels
3. Being pragmatic.

three celeb crushes:
1. Nicole Kidman
2. Jessica Alba
3. Donita Rose

three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. Andrew
2. Tristan
3. Cherrie

Living on the edge

Sigh... feel so depressed.. so many things happened in such a short time. my body and soul can't keep up with it. i feel so tired of everything... i know i've done something many of you will consider very bad. but i'm just testing her trust in me. it seems that she doesn't trust me anymore. i dont know what happened to her to be like that suspiscious. i know that i haven't crossed any line. ive tried my best to explain everything to her but she keeps on closing herself to me. argh!! damn!



"If you don't live life on the edge, then you're taking too much space."

Exam Galore and the Chocolate Factory

gedemet! so many exams so little time, so little patience, so little notes... T_T

la lang. my friends here at whitehouse are watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. but i've already watched the movie so i decided to make a review about it.

well, the story starts with the success of Willie Wonka, the famous owner of the famous chocolate Willie Wonka... well the story revolves around a poor boy named Charlie who won a ticket which entitles him to a tour around the factory. actually the whole story was just a background to the true meaning of the film. sure it looks like a typical children's movie but if you listen closely to the dialogues espescially the songs of the umpha wopma whatever, you will notice that it targets certain issues concerning our daily lives. i highly recommend this film. so cool... :D

At last!!!

waah!!! hehehehe!!! after a very very long day last August 6, 2005 we have finally passed the final examination of BSAT. I'm so happy and tired and very very proud to be a member of the Brotherhood ans Sorority forthe Advancement of Taekwondo.

to my batchmates: Great Job! astig wala ni isang nagquit sa atin lahat. hehehe ang dami natin!

BSAT Batch 3

from UPLB:
me, Maya, Kring, Grace, Jek, Primo, Roussel, Madz, Jen, Ria, Albert, Angelo, Jm, Marvin, and last but not the least Ma'am Ara

from UPD:
Sir Rommel

from Letran:
DJ, Marco and Sir Adonis

from LCBA:
Daryl, Sol, Curdy, Chris, Rain, Dette, Von, Kat, Sir Monchito, and Tere

Congratulations Batch 3! We did it! wahahah!!!

A Bad Day for RD

Today I think is a bad day. I have so many things to do with so little time and I am here doing nothing because it's friggin raining outside. I'm also disappointed with my peers in our art club because i don't know what's the purpose of the group anymore. the only ones who are working are the old ones like andrew's batch. i am very disappointed at the new ones because ever since they joined the group they haven't contributed anything for the group except their jokes and their senseless antics. minsan napapaisip ako na baka mas productive pa yung Siomai Sashimi Don Club ( pero napaisip ulit ako.. hinde, mas productive parin kami. they suxx) wala na din yung magagaling na artist tapos yung magagalign nating scriptwriters wala na din. yung magaling magtake-over puro ideas lang at mga pangpersonal na agenda. yung iba naman walang pakialam kung anong project, nakikihitch lang sila sa kung anong sabihin ni andrew pero wala namang ginagawa. Kung ikaw si Neil, diba mababadtrip ka din. Or si Ais, o si Andrew, o si (enter Elder's name) hindi ba tatamarin ka rin kung ganyang katamad ang mga kasama mo? parang ikaw lang ang gumagawa ng lahat e. ok lang naman siguro yung magkatuwaan kahit minsan, ang problema e almots 98% walang ginagawa kundi mag-gaguhan. pag nagmmeeting si andrew nakikita ko na wala halos nakikinig, parang binabalewala nyo yung mga efforts nya para lang may magawa tayo. di katulad ng dati na pag meeting meeting talaga. lahat nakikinig at tumutulong para may magawa tayo. naiinis ako kasi sigurado ako na kapag gmraduate na si drew and yung mga kabatch nya e wala ng mangyayari sa group. wala ng magttakeover para sa mga projects ( except na lang kung biglan na namang sumingit si ano at itakeover na naman nya yung group) hay naku, this could go on forever and still nothing good will happen. gusto ko lang ilabas ang opinion ko about the group. sa lahat ng makakabasa nito sana isipin nyo naman ang paghihirap ni drew ( our current slave-driver) para sa group natin...

Burnout by Sugarfree

Basically this post would be best described by that song. i just want to tell my self that i have been wrong. very wrong, and i admit that.. i have been a very bad person... but i'm happy that ive fixed the problem... now I'm back to my usual simple happy life.. :D

If Only...

I ve watched this very tragic movie entitled If Only hoping that it could make me feel better considering my situation right now. unfortunately instead of making me feel better i felt even worse after watching it. i dont know why im so vulnerable to those kind of movies. i feel like shit right now. i think i'm paranoid. If only i could turn back the hands of time, i really would, and i will continue to turn it back every now and then and return to the time where i dont have to worry about anything at all...

Chicken Soup for my Soul

I feel so down today.. i dont know why. cherrie is starting to worry because im not the usual louis. i dont know what's happening to me. one of the sign was that i was the first to finish our HARD seatwork with my solutions exactly the same as my instructor's, my kicks were a bit stronger today (i can move the biggest holder in that class with my kick), i dont mind my injury at my ankle whenever i accidentally hit it, and lastly i dont feel like talking to anyone right now. argh! i want to be alone... maybe i am nervous because our finals is just six days away.. but i dont think that's the problem.. GOd! maybe i need a chicken soup for my soul. a hot chicken soup... geddemet...

It hurts!

hehe.. we sparred yesterday with each other in our taekwondo training. it was fun, but my foot hurts because i accidentally kicked my opponent's elbow. after that he kicked my thigh which caused a bukol. heheh... after our fight i was paired with a student from LCBA which is like 3 times as big as me in body mass. his stance was so open that i could throw my turning side kick with no problem. the problem is his body mass, he is so big that i use both of my arms to block his 45 kick. every time he hits me i feel my whole body shaking. but it was cool because at least i know now how it feels like to fight a bigger opponent. my last opponent was my irresponsible batchmate. he's so irresponsible that he doesnt even know how to kick. i'm kinda irritated with him because he left me alone in our assignment to collect 1 sack of "retaso" anyway, im glad that finally my batchmates are starting to realize the concept of "One Mind" i hope this will continue even after our finals which will be held 7 days from now. well, goodluck to all of us and i hope that we could finish it as a batch. :D

Spin Kick!

at long last! i have finally downloaded and watched the movie Spin Kick. all i can say is that it rekindled my burning passion for taekwondo. hheheh i wont review the movie because i want them to watch the movie. i really recommend this movie especially to taekwondo fanatics like me. :D watch it! it's really cool! hehehe

Embers Falling on Dry Grass

yeh! yesterday, the prologue to the eleventh installment of the Wheel of Time series was released. unfortunately I'm in the Philippines therefore I wasn't able to buy the prologue. and so i surfed the net hoping that someone will be kind enough to share the contents of the said book. :D i found some excerpts from http://knifeofdreams.com but still it's not enough. i must read the whole prologue. I MUST!!! so now I'm explring Emule for the prologue.

about what i read from the excerpt, Galad confronted Eamon Valda for killing her mother, Morgaxse Trakand. They end up performing a Trial Beneath the Light. Basically it's a duel to death. obviously Galad won. because of this Asunawa left and contacted the generals of the children. Galad on the other hand decided that they must help whoever fights the Seanchan, even if it is Rand and the Aes Sedai. because of this the Children was divided, those who wants Galad as the Lord Captain Commander and those who follow Asunawa. whatever! i dont really care about the Children anyway. but i heard that Semirhage willl do something cool in Seanchan. heheheh

oh and by the way, i already downloaded Spin Kick!! yeh!!! me so happy!!! yeh!!

Another day in limbo

im so bored... i wanna talk to someone but unfortunately all of them are not around. i feel so alone. this PC is mocking me... i feel like he's telling me to get a life.. damn... boredom... ill just read One Piece instead... bored..

Feel Bad Inc

I have had the Worst day of the year. damn. everything went against my will. basta. they're just little problems happening at the same time. i wont enumerate them all because i might offend someone or something. i just dont feel like talking or typing. i just want to lie down and stare. thank god there's Gorillaz to help me forget my problems...

Pain and Suffering

Me so tired. i trained in taekwondo yesterday. the training went for like 4hours i think of nonstop... things.. right now i can barely feel my legs. :D andrew's arnis tournament will be held this sunday. hmmm. me wanna watch that. im also preparing for a sparring match with my batchmates tomorrow. :D hope i can fight them properly. my ankle has been aching since monday.. damn.. oh well.. as they always say Carpe Diem! :D

Andrew's blog

My friend Andrew had a bad day today. lets just say he kinda messed his blog. he unknowingly deleted half of his template leaving his blog in a complete mess. now his blog looks like trash compared to his previous one. i hope that he could recover the older blog. i liked that one so much. well goodluck drew!

Five Tenets of Taekwondo

it's been so long since ive posted an entry. well im kinda busy. im currently applying for the Brotherhood and Sorority for the Advancement of Taekwondo. im happy with what i'm doing right now. it's just that i feel guilty whenever i tell cherrie that i can't meet her because im going to train or whenever i have a meeting with my batchmates. :D but im also happy because she is so understanding. i hope she still has some patience in her because we still have 3 weeks before our finals. i swear that after all this im going to treat her to a nice place and have a nice talk and do whatever she ask me to (sana di kami manood ng kyou kara mao T_T) cherrie, please bear with me until this is over Ok? i love you very much!

to my batchmates:
alam kong wala sa inyo ang nakakaalam ng blog ko pero if ever man na mapadpad kayo d2 i just want you to know that whatever happens di ko kayo iiwan. wish ko lang sa magiging batch leader natin, sana maging responsable sya at sana ay wag nya pababayaan ang mga batchmates nya. lagi sana nya isipin muna ang mga batchmates nya bago ang sarili nya. mahal ko kayong lahat.



to skewed studios:
masaya ako dahil naibangon nyo ang ating samahan. at least sigurado na ko na maipapagpatuloy ng SS ang sinimulan ni Ais at ang mga paghihirap ko sa paguutos sa inyo noong kailangan nating magtrabaho. sana ay magpatuloy to. let us help andrew with his projects. good job guys! Skewed Studios roXXorz!!

to cherrie:
let's do this notpr0n style. veiw source code then read my message :D if you're not cherrie dont view page source :D heheheeh


The Five Tenets of Taekwondo

Self-confidence gives you the freedom to make mistakes and cope with failure without feeling that your world has come to an end or that you are a worthless person.

Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after the other.

Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will.

Modesty is the lowest of the virtues, and is a confession of the deficiency it indicates. He who undervalues himself is justly overvalued by others.

Etiquette means behaving yourself a little better than is absolutely essential

The Beginning

It's been so long since I've visited my blog :D I revised my old blog and made it more pleasing to the eyes :D hope you enjoy this site



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In Chaos There Is Peace