Sunday, August 21, 2005

Soundtripping

Pabango ng 'yong mata by Orange and Lemons

'Wag ka na manangis, irog
Sayang lamang ang luha mo
May paggagamitan ka nyan
Ako'y malapit nang mamatay
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata

Luha, kusa na lang dumadaloy
Sa mga pagkakataon
Nagpapaalalang tayo'y tao lamang

Pagsisisi, lagi na lang sa huli
Sa mga pagkakataong
Nakalimot 'pagkat tayo'y tao lamang


'Wag ka na manangis, irog
Sayang lamang ang luha mo
May paggagamitan ka nyan
Ako'y malapit nang mamatay
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata

Pilitin mang tumindig
Upang ika'y mahagkan man lang ng mahigpit
Kusang napapahandusay sa aking
Malupit na papag
Nabibilang ko ang sikat ng araw
Parang ka'y bilis na ng ikot ng mundo
Marahil ito na ang huling awit at hapdi
Na iparadama ko sa 'yo

'Wag ka na manangis, irog
Sayang lamang ang luha mo
May paggagamitan ka nyan
Ako'y malapit nang mamatay
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata
At saka mo na diligin
Ang libingan ko
Ng pabango ng 'yong mga mata..


a very nice song. very sweet yet lonely. i'm starting to like this band. they're very sentimental yet sweet at the same time. i cant believe im saying words such a ssweet. :D i feel so alive today... i dont know why :D

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Something I picked up from Cel

three names i go by:
1. Louis
2. Mac-Mac
3. SDBoka

three screen names you have had:
1. mlv_cloud
2. Cloud
3. inchaosthereispeace

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. agility
2. dexterity
3. flexibility


three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. low stamina
2. weak
3. low constitution

three parts of your heritage:
1. ilocano
2. spanish
3. chinese

three things that scare you:
1. Living alone
2. Being ignored
3. Rejection

three of your everyday essentials:
1. my calculator and bag
2. reading material
3. food

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Asian Kung-Fu Generation
2. Beck / Mongolian Chop Squad
3. L'arc~en~Ciel

three of your favorite songs:
1. Face (Beck)
2. Kimi no Machi Made (Asian Kung-Fu Generation)
3. Driver's High (L'arc~en~Ciel)

three things you want in a relationship:
1. Same Likes and Dislikes
2. Love.
3. Understanding.

three lies and truths in no particular order:
1. I'm gay.
2. Andrew is gay.
3. I have been kissed by a guy before.
4. Brian kissed me.
5. I have cheated on an exam.
6. I suck in maintaining a relationship.

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. Eyes.
2. Lips.
3. Hands.


three of your favorite hobbies:
1. DoTA.
2. Playing with my Guitar
3. Reading.

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Pass my subjects
2. Be a blackbelter in Taekwondo
3. Be a man, a real man

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. Engineer
2. Game Critic/ Beta tester
3. Businessman

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Japan - I've always wanted to go there
2. Korea - I will definitely look for Song Hye Kyo
3. Netherlands (or any Dark Age type country) - cool scenery

three kid's names you like:
1. Lews Therin Telamon
2. Mint
3. Elan Morin Tedronai

three things you want to do before you die:
1. Go to Neptune
2. Write a fantasy Novel
3. Tell Cherrie how much I love her

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I do things because i want to
2. I'm not very particular about bathing.
3. I hate girl things

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. Cockroaches and Rats scare me.
2. Books/movies make me cry. Epescially romance novels
3. Being pragmatic.

three celeb crushes:
1. Nicole Kidman
2. Jessica Alba
3. Donita Rose

three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. Andrew
2. Tristan
3. Cherrie

Living on the edge

Sigh... feel so depressed.. so many things happened in such a short time. my body and soul can't keep up with it. i feel so tired of everything... i know i've done something many of you will consider very bad. but i'm just testing her trust in me. it seems that she doesn't trust me anymore. i dont know what happened to her to be like that suspiscious. i know that i haven't crossed any line. ive tried my best to explain everything to her but she keeps on closing herself to me. argh!! damn!



"If you don't live life on the edge, then you're taking too much space."

Friday, August 12, 2005

Exam Galore and the Chocolate Factory

gedemet! so many exams so little time, so little patience, so little notes... T_T

la lang. my friends here at whitehouse are watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. but i've already watched the movie so i decided to make a review about it.

well, the story starts with the success of Willie Wonka, the famous owner of the famous chocolate Willie Wonka... well the story revolves around a poor boy named Charlie who won a ticket which entitles him to a tour around the factory. actually the whole story was just a background to the true meaning of the film. sure it looks like a typical children's movie but if you listen closely to the dialogues espescially the songs of the umpha wopma whatever, you will notice that it targets certain issues concerning our daily lives. i highly recommend this film. so cool... :D

Monday, August 08, 2005

At last!!!

waah!!! hehehehe!!! after a very very long day last August 6, 2005 we have finally passed the final examination of BSAT. I'm so happy and tired and very very proud to be a member of the Brotherhood ans Sorority forthe Advancement of Taekwondo.

to my batchmates: Great Job! astig wala ni isang nagquit sa atin lahat. hehehe ang dami natin!

BSAT Batch 3

from UPLB:
me, Maya, Kring, Grace, Jek, Primo, Roussel, Madz, Jen, Ria, Albert, Angelo, Jm, Marvin, and last but not the least Ma'am Ara

from UPD:
Sir Rommel

from Letran:
DJ, Marco and Sir Adonis

from LCBA:
Daryl, Sol, Curdy, Chris, Rain, Dette, Von, Kat, Sir Monchito, and Tere

Congratulations Batch 3! We did it! wahahah!!!

Friday, August 05, 2005

A Bad Day for RD

Today I think is a bad day. I have so many things to do with so little time and I am here doing nothing because it's friggin raining outside. I'm also disappointed with my peers in our art club because i don't know what's the purpose of the group anymore. the only ones who are working are the old ones like andrew's batch. i am very disappointed at the new ones because ever since they joined the group they haven't contributed anything for the group except their jokes and their senseless antics. minsan napapaisip ako na baka mas productive pa yung Siomai Sashimi Don Club ( pero napaisip ulit ako.. hinde, mas productive parin kami. they suxx) wala na din yung magagaling na artist tapos yung magagalign nating scriptwriters wala na din. yung magaling magtake-over puro ideas lang at mga pangpersonal na agenda. yung iba naman walang pakialam kung anong project, nakikihitch lang sila sa kung anong sabihin ni andrew pero wala namang ginagawa. Kung ikaw si Neil, diba mababadtrip ka din. Or si Ais, o si Andrew, o si (enter Elder's name) hindi ba tatamarin ka rin kung ganyang katamad ang mga kasama mo? parang ikaw lang ang gumagawa ng lahat e. ok lang naman siguro yung magkatuwaan kahit minsan, ang problema e almots 98% walang ginagawa kundi mag-gaguhan. pag nagmmeeting si andrew nakikita ko na wala halos nakikinig, parang binabalewala nyo yung mga efforts nya para lang may magawa tayo. di katulad ng dati na pag meeting meeting talaga. lahat nakikinig at tumutulong para may magawa tayo. naiinis ako kasi sigurado ako na kapag gmraduate na si drew and yung mga kabatch nya e wala ng mangyayari sa group. wala ng magttakeover para sa mga projects ( except na lang kung biglan na namang sumingit si ano at itakeover na naman nya yung group) hay naku, this could go on forever and still nothing good will happen. gusto ko lang ilabas ang opinion ko about the group. sa lahat ng makakabasa nito sana isipin nyo naman ang paghihirap ni drew ( our current slave-driver) para sa group natin...

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Burnout by Sugarfree

Basically this post would be best described by that song. i just want to tell my self that i have been wrong. very wrong, and i admit that.. i have been a very bad person... but i'm happy that ive fixed the problem... now I'm back to my usual simple happy life.. :D

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

If Only...

I ve watched this very tragic movie entitled If Only hoping that it could make me feel better considering my situation right now. unfortunately instead of making me feel better i felt even worse after watching it. i dont know why im so vulnerable to those kind of movies. i feel like shit right now. i think i'm paranoid. If only i could turn back the hands of time, i really would, and i will continue to turn it back every now and then and return to the time where i dont have to worry about anything at all...

Monday, August 01, 2005

Chicken Soup for my Soul

I feel so down today.. i dont know why. cherrie is starting to worry because im not the usual louis. i dont know what's happening to me. one of the sign was that i was the first to finish our HARD seatwork with my solutions exactly the same as my instructor's, my kicks were a bit stronger today (i can move the biggest holder in that class with my kick), i dont mind my injury at my ankle whenever i accidentally hit it, and lastly i dont feel like talking to anyone right now. argh! i want to be alone... maybe i am nervous because our finals is just six days away.. but i dont think that's the problem.. GOd! maybe i need a chicken soup for my soul. a hot chicken soup... geddemet...

It hurts!

hehe.. we sparred yesterday with each other in our taekwondo training. it was fun, but my foot hurts because i accidentally kicked my opponent's elbow. after that he kicked my thigh which caused a bukol. heheh... after our fight i was paired with a student from LCBA which is like 3 times as big as me in body mass. his stance was so open that i could throw my turning side kick with no problem. the problem is his body mass, he is so big that i use both of my arms to block his 45 kick. every time he hits me i feel my whole body shaking. but it was cool because at least i know now how it feels like to fight a bigger opponent. my last opponent was my irresponsible batchmate. he's so irresponsible that he doesnt even know how to kick. i'm kinda irritated with him because he left me alone in our assignment to collect 1 sack of "retaso" anyway, im glad that finally my batchmates are starting to realize the concept of "One Mind" i hope this will continue even after our finals which will be held 7 days from now. well, goodluck to all of us and i hope that we could finish it as a batch. :D