Bokutachi wa Koishite Iru

Mew! well another chapter in my life has ended. and honestly di ko lam kung pano ako magrereact. I'm kinda sad knowing that my life will not be the same as before. for years i have been living my life thinking that i have everything i need. a little patience and love and im all set to settle. but then, life is so erratic. we cannot really predict what might happen or will happen in the future. we are but watchers in our own life. we may have some effect on our life but in the end it is still our destiny who will lead us to where we should be. and as for me, destiny has not been that kind. sobrang hirap at masakit yung road na naglead sa mga nangyari this past few weeks and months. ang mahirap dun is hindi sya biglaan, it's a long and very tiring process. im not saying na i grew tired of loving her. its just i grew tired of all the things im doing. i needed to have a break, an escape, or maybe i just dont want to return to my old routine life. sabi nga ni einstein (na nabasa ko sa blog ni anjie) "stupidity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results" oh well, that's life. minsan talaga medyo tanga tayo. tanga dahil feeling natin ang ginagawa natin ay tama, or we make ourselves believe that we are doing the right thing. pero yun.. i guess this is the end, the beginning. sabi nga ni Robert Jordan "there are neither beginnings nor endings in the turning of the wheel (of time). But it was a beginning"