You Dont Love Me Anymore..

We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flame's died down

I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist

Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light of my life
Oh darling, I'm beggin', won't you put down that knife?

You know, I even think it's kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down the elevator shaft

Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometime I get to thinking you don't love me any more

You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill
Now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will
You set my house on fire
You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers

Oh, you think I'm ugly and you say I'm cheap
You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep
You drilled a hole in my head
Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead

Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all
You never acted this way before
Honey, something tells me you don't love me any more, oh no no
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore



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sigh...

Cats..

Pirate Cat! Arrrrr!!!! ehehe

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I really can't get away with this loneliness and emptiness... sigh... I am Sorry... Please forgive me... I really love you...


Sorry na...

Tulog na...

tulog na mahal ko
hayaan na muna natin ang mundong ito
lika na, tulog na tayo.
tulog na mahal ko
wag kang lumuha, malambot ang iyong kama
saka na mamroblema

tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na…

tulog na mahal ko
nandito lang akong bahala sa iyo
sige na, tulog na muna
tulog na mahal ko
at baka bukas ngingiti ka sa wakas
at sabay natin haharapin ang mundo

tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na…

hanggang makatulog ka

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i wish i could tell those words to her again... tulog na mahal ko... sigh.. I've always wanted to tell her that again and again... again and again.. till she falls asleep.. well, she's a fast sleeper.. I really miss brushing her hair while she sleeps.. I really miss watching her sleep.. I really miss every single day with her... it feels like there's a very big cavity in my chest.. sigh.. i really miss her... i really miss Cherrie...

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"One chance.. one chance is all i need.." -Chicken Little

After Chaos comes Peace

The lions sing and the hills take flight.
The moon by day, and the sun by night.
Blind woman, deaf man, jackdaw fool.
Let the Lord of Chaos rule.

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sigh... i never knew this chant would have a great impact in my life... how i wish that it was all just a very bad dream.. sigh...

As If the World Were Fog

You know, being trapped inside your house is really a great oppurtinity for some realization, that most of the time we neglect due to the distractions we experience when we are outside. being sooo trapped for like 5 days helped me make some discoveries about myself..and reflect on my past and recent mistakes.. during those 5 long days i realized that i really was a very weak person, not being able to hold myself when faced with a very diffcult problem.. i have realized that no matter how strong we are or how determined we are, there will always come a time when our strength will be put to test. with that realization i can only say that we, the faithful servants of Emotion, can only hope and pray that when that time comes we are prepared. but we are facing life as if the world were fog.. so there's is nothing we can do but prepare.. prepare for the worst.