Bokutachi wa Koishite Iru

Mew! well another chapter in my life has ended. and honestly di ko lam kung pano ako magrereact. I'm kinda sad knowing that my life will not be the same as before. for years i have been living my life thinking that i have everything i need. a little patience and love and im all set to settle. but then, life is so erratic. we cannot really predict what might happen or will happen in the future. we are but watchers in our own life. we may have some effect on our life but in the end it is still our destiny who will lead us to where we should be. and as for me, destiny has not been that kind. sobrang hirap at masakit yung road na naglead sa mga nangyari this past few weeks and months. ang mahirap dun is hindi sya biglaan, it's a long and very tiring process. im not saying na i grew tired of loving her. its just i grew tired of all the things im doing. i needed to have a break, an escape, or maybe i just dont want to return to my old routine life. sabi nga ni einstein (na nabasa ko sa blog ni anjie) "stupidity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results" oh well, that's life. minsan talaga medyo tanga tayo. tanga dahil feeling natin ang ginagawa natin ay tama, or we make ourselves believe that we are doing the right thing. pero yun.. i guess this is the end, the beginning. sabi nga ni Robert Jordan "there are neither beginnings nor endings in the turning of the wheel (of time). But it was a beginning"

Time Management

Wow! more than 2 months na pala ako hindi nagpopost. I imported a new layout as you can see. ang cute lang nya. actually mas ok kung abstract na lang. pero naaliw kasi ako dun sa mga bilog. :D

In other news, NS-13 has arrived! 12 days ago. :D one of the biggest update in Kingdom of Loathing has arrived. With 300+ new items, hundreds of new monsters, and a million reason to laugh. actually sobrang laki ng pinagbago nya ngayon. mas balanse na ang mga players. kahit hindi ka donor e kaya mo na magcompete sa mga donors. which makes it more interesting to play. :D

Meanwhile, in my real life, so many things have changed this semester. I felt more responsible. I can feel na I control my life na. dati kasi parang "lost" ako. super challenging ng sem na to and at the same time masaya. (eventhough medyo nagiinarte and bespren ko dahil sa crop circle :P) masaya kasi graduating na ko hihihi. tapos may design subject ako na masaya at meron akong masayang thesis topic. :D actually katatapos ko lang itype yung outline ko kanina. mga 10 hours din ako nagtype. heheh i really should stop playing. sobrang hindi sa akin ang time ko this sem. kakainin ng adviser ko at ng mga partners ko sa design at ni sir rex and time ko. i barely have 4 - 5 hours of sleep. i cant even finish Good Omens by Neil Gaiman. buti na lang may mga kaibigan ako at mga masisipag na groupmates at sobrang bait na mga instructors at sobrang maalagain na advisers (teka ubos na straw ko kakasipsip :D) ayun, as the title implies, the key to finishing this sem is time management. and of course without "me" there's no time management. :D have a good day!

The End is the Beginning is the End

yey! tapos naang sem! i can't believe na kaya ko pala magpaka-aik sa pag-aaral. though it was very tiring and time consuming, kung meron ka namang kadamay sa mga oras na yun nagiging masaya sya. oo nasayang ang most ng mga weekends ko sa mga meetings at kung ano anong academic activities pero i dont think na maipagpapalit ko yun sa kung ano man ang binalak kong gawin kung wala yun. sobrang fulfilling pag nakikita mo yung resulta ng paghihirap mo. :D di nga ako makapaniwala na nakaperfect pa ko sa isang exam na inakala kong pinakamababa ko. sobrang saya at hirap pala maging diligent. sana noon ko pa to ginawa. :D sana lang payagan pa ako ng university na tapusin ko yung course ko. isang sem na lang. kaya ko to. :D

To Skewed Peeps: oi yung tshirt

To H5 peeps: mga tolsk salamat sa kuryente at mga pc at mga kung ano anong bagay. eventhough lagi nyo kong inabadtrip sa mga "hugutin" text nyo ok parin kayo. :D

To ChE165 groupmates: sensya na kung mataray yung text ko nung sunday. wala kasi kaming pera pangprint hehe

To Ria: aking driver, salamat sa lahat ha? hmmmm alam mo na yun kung ano-ano yun lagi na nating pinaguusapan yun e. salamat sa oras at kung ano anong bagay. :D basta kinontrata na kita sa plant design ha. :D *pokemon face*

To Kimchie: mew!

ToMiming: salamat sa suporta *hug* kahit medyo tulog ako pag gising ka at sobrang active ako pag naglalaway ka sa higaan mo. >.< thank you! i love you!

Salamat sa inyo! :D

Recollecting

The storm after the calm has passed. it's been two days now since we faced teh ultimate test in che165. we reported our topic about perforated plate column design to our instructor/department head Prof Rex Demafelis. all of us were very scared, excited, and worried before we reported. na-OOC kami kasi di kami sure kung mapapansin ba ni sir yung calculations namin tapos ano ba yung mga itatanong nya. sobrang nakakakaba. pero ayun, it started. it started smoothly until nung sinabi ni Serge na yung supposedly plate spacing e naging plate thickness. dun na nagsimula yung barrage of questions ni sir. pero nasagot at naayos naman kagad namin. after him Ria reported and madaming tinanong si sir na di naman part ni ria pero since lahat kami ay alam namin lahat ng topics, kahit sino ang tanungin ni sir sa amin about the report masasagot ng kahit sino sa amin. :D actually na-appreciate ko talaga mga groupmates ko nung time na yun. nung una iniisip ko na kung kami lang nina ria ang OC tapos maayos nga yung part namin, baka ang humila sa amin is yung iba naming groupmates. pero nagkamali ako. :D we reported individually but we answered as a group. nakakatuwa yung synergy naming lahat. as compared to other groups, pag sinabi ni sir na help him/her lahat kami ay naguunahan para tulungan yung groupmate namin. sobrang naging smooth flowing yung report kahit ang daming tanong si sir. wala na nga syang nagawa kungdi magtanong at tumango. and the best part is yet to come. nung sa calculations na halos di kami makahinga sa sobrang kaba pag nagtatanong si sir. pero ok naman pag nasagot namin para kaming binubunutan ng malaking tinik sa lalamunan sa tuwing nasasagot namin ang mga tanong ni sir. and at the end i was just so happy na natapos na kami pero what made my day/week/ and even my sem was sir's comment... "Hmmm Good! I liked your report, very well said and done. Nacapture nyo yung attention ng class kahit umabot tayo ng 2 hours." kahit may mga complications pa ng konti yung calculations ok na yun! what matters is that kami ang kaisa-isang group na sinabihan ni sir rex nun. :D ang sarap ng feeling.. lahat kami sa group high na high nung gabing yun. :D

On the Seventh day

God made it so that we can rest. :D al long last tapos na din ang powerpoint at calculation namin sa Perforated plate column!! hayyy... I'm so happy >.< Tomorrow is teh hell week na :D